the word conspiracy is a conspiracy, sort of

It's 2012.
Say it aloud, say “Twenntyy-Twellve".
 If you felt a slight twinge of excitement or fear or even just subtle curiosity then you know the emotional resonance those numbers have come to elicit in the minds of millions.


No one can tell you what's going to happen this year. 
What is important is that you make happen what you want/need/feel to happen for you. One thing that will happen, that will continue to occur, is the people in charge (and the nebulous entities/demons that pull the strings of said people) will continue their attempt to ALTER and cauterize YOUR REALITY. The Energies That Seek Control are more pervasive and systemic than any of their figureheads.


You can't slap a label on Obama, Kissinger, Monsanto, The CFR, Oprah, Lady Gaga or even Satan and say “That's IT! Look there! It's the NWO! They're taking over! THE illumiNaTi” because that's in the script, that's your line and you're just delivering it on cue. Stand on your mark give reaction shot, NEXT SCENE! 


We are all swimming in informational fields, informational fields that serve to propagate only one of two energies:


CREATE (LOVE)


DESTROY (Fear, commonly thought of as 'hate')




It's like this:
We were born unto a world.
We learned and began to behave in this world as our environment helped dictate.
Roughly around the time we've decided we've 'grown' is generally when we start to believe in our own BS. (Belief System)


But after all the training from infancy to adulthood you can hardly call your thought's your own. Any reaction to anything is another ticket to ride an even fancier(more subtly controlling) machine. The cliché of the child who rebels against their parent's societal paradigm is an important cliché because clichés serve archetypes and archetypes (if you don't create them yourself) serve agendas. Just the other day an atheist pleaded that I respect their “beliefs”.


How can the lack of any thing, especially ideas, be respected?  


That's called worshiping destruction. Even literally speaking, in words, it's a trick:
“That person doesn't have a cruel bone in their body.”
But do they have a compassionate bone?
A courageous bone?
A back bone?


OR Am I just suppose to respect your non-belief in something because you've added it to the lexicon of your false personality? I will not respect your death wish, your wish to believe in un-life. God is life and if you want to pretend you hold no belief in creation then you are pretending you don't believe that you exist so what's left to respect?


It being so rooted in language tells us one thing: it has been here for a long time, this agenda to create unreality. We were telepathic until someone told us that telepathy didn't exist and that's when we weren't fighting over to-may-toes and to-MAH-toes, we were just enjoying food together-instead of just calling the whole thing off.


The subconscious mind does seek to help nourish our creative capabilities. This I believe is the one and only truly HOLY gift that the Archons of society have done their damnedest to hide from us.
WE CREATE THINGS duhhh. 


0 + 1 = LIFE


When projective and receptive forces meet we make life. Something new, something-god deigned! When understanding and thought meet we have action. So be careful who you let impregnate your mind or in other words: fuck your skull. We must face that we were born into CULTural prisons that have much more efficient restraints than found in any modern prison facility.


Maybe the first chance you had to break out of your adolescence you started making up your own rules and creating your own view on life. But...you probably didn't. It might have been a reaction the matrix had already installed for you. Any reaction to anything else is another ticket to ride an even fancier(more subtly controlling) machine. Most people know what a shill is so if you haven't already, take this time to expand your definition. To start off with the standard:


shill
noun
      1. a person who poses as a customer in order to decoy others into participating, as at a gambling house, auction, confidence game, etc.
      2. a person who publicizes or praises something or someone for reasons of self-interest, personal profit, or friendship or loyalty.
New Definition for to add to your lexicon: 
shill
noun
      1. an artificially implanted thought(ie. definition) that serves to further propagate more thoughts(definitions) which eventually initiate an entire lifestyle which caters to some agenda that the original 'thinker' “thought” represented the exact opposite line of thought ; )


We may now recognize our youthful rebellions and think back and cringe or smile because we recognize we've 'grown'...but into what? We are growing and the only thing that stands to really represent the difference between our confused youth and our confused adulthood is the ideas we cling to. It's just as easy to rebel against our own IDEA(definition) of rebellion as it is to do the same against our IDEAS(definitions) concerning conservatism, liberalism or religiosity.


It begins with LANGUAGE and the prison it creates. Study the supposed pseudo science of Neuro Linguistic Programming and you'll soon understand that you are already a master of the technique.


We fall prey to the bastardized definitions of our father's and our father's father's and we don't know those definitions/ideas/memes  are even there- hiding out, building complexes and archetypes in the far recesses of our minds. These controlling constructs lay waste to our true nature our one holy destiny as living creative organisms. You can sense you've been held hostage by the reverberation of some traumatic experience from 20 years ago but do you know really know how it's still affecting you, effecting you, infecting you?
We don't need to spend our time living in word prisons! Even the truthiest pain hurts hard enough, we don't need the lies thinking in words caters.

ToeMAYtoe, toMAHtoe, let's just call the whole thing off??!?!! 


NO! let's realize you say it fucked up but I'm going to put one on my sandwich and it will be REAL when I experience it in my own reality (or the closest approximation of it)not worried about how anyone pronounces it in my native language...


"The menu is not the meal"
                             -Robert Anton Wilson


If you've ever witnessed some of the finest trained actors liars of our time, politicians, you've seen how they use language to unwrap, repackage, and resell the same tired ass old paradigms to millions of people via the intricacies of language, symbol, and archetype. I'm concerned that some of the leading experts in psychology and linguistics are not ELUCIDATING this for THE PEOPLE. There are many professors out their either under threat and duress or a salary- because obama uses trademark NLP in every speech, conversational hypnosis, and they all do, and the PEOPLE DON'T KNOW. 


Hate or love the famous, they're still siphoning off your energy(attention) and using it to inflict even more ungodly travesties upon us all. Any well known figure becomes an avatar for an experience or archetype. Every celebrity acts as the living embodiment of some ancient pagan god/dess and every move upon stage made reflects the will of the nation who claims these gods. more later...


In the political and conspiracy game the term 'shill' gets thrown around incessantly and for good reason. People realize that to every idea/meme/philosophy/viewpoint there is a counterpoint. People conversely understand that often times the bearers of the counterpoint must send agents in, just like in the (luciferian doctrine laced) Matrix Triology. These agents seek to discredit and generally discombobulate those seeking truth. So who can we TRUST? Ourselves.


I'm not preaching isolation or ANY LACK of intimate human contact or correlation! I'm saying that if we all trusted ourselves we would
look inside 
if we spent enough time
inside of ourselves
we'd know  
only truth
and if we ALL did this then everything would take care of itself in one beautiful singular moment.


Forces have forever been trying to convince us we're separate- even from our own spirit of god- so don't believe the lies hype or any of the pretty sounding stuff, it's someone else's reality-maybe a million people's reality, but I guarantee you your's is far more perfect and suited for you than any menu a politician, popstar, or pundit could create and invite you to live inside of. 






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